I will promise myself I won't care.

Distracting myself from your stare. And I've seen this mistake once before, with your games I will never fall for. I've hung up my guns. I won't kill again. I won't forget you. I'm not gonna let you in, but I'm tired of lying, tired of fighting you, and it's not gonna change. You asked for my heart. You know that I'm down. But not the way you lie to me, you tear it all apart and beg for me to stay. I've sailed off to sea. I'm not coming back. I won't forget you. I'm not gonna let you in, but I'm tired of lying, tired of fighting you, and it's not gonna change. Counting down, make a sound. And you know it makes no sense. counting down til you mess around. I know it won't ever change.