We'll walk this town with fears that everyone will come

knocking down our dreams, but we won't let em.

We'll sing oh, oh no. We'll keep singing baby, no they won't.

UPDATE: A bunch of stuff has been going on since I last updated.

1. Marietta- great trip as always. I love the boys. Always will. They're my kids. Brandon failed at life, though, and said something about it the night before while being drunk. They were all still so excited, though.

2. School started. I'm still adjusting to that. It's going to be an interesting semester. Soccer starts on Friday. I'm excited to go watch.

3. I miss Conor and Tia, but that's nothing new. And I get to see them this weekend.

4. This weekend is the tattoo convention. Since my side piece is done, Al's entering me :D

5. I've seen The Scene Aesthetic perform twice in the last week. They're probably my favorite band to see live. Them, NFG, and Lights. SOOO good. They played here and in Charlotte.

6. My roommate rules. She's about as laid back as I am. We get along great and I love it.

7. I started hanging out with a bad person to hang out with, but after finally seeing again that he'll never change, I've dropped him like a hot potato. I knew he wouldn't anyway.

8. I've only lived here 2 and a half weeks, but I already caught strep throat :/ I've been sick for the last 3 or 4 days. I went to the doctor today and they confirmed it. Hello, penicillin for 10 days.

9. I'm going to New York in 38 days to see Randy since he moved. It'll be fall break and Britany and I wanna get out of here. (:

I'm coming home Sunday and Monday. So excited to see friends and family I haven't seen since I moved.

Well, that's about it.

See you in like another month.

The new chapter begins.

I've been in my new apartment for the last 3 days. I love it so much.

Life has really started falling into place now. Although I miss the crap out of Tia and Conor more and more every day.

Marietta tomorrow, so excited.

I'm going to go lay in bed and watch Zack and Miri for the eleventeen thousandth time.

I'll never ask for anyone but you.

Less than two days. Forty one hours. That's it. Then I'll be a citizen of Greensboro, NC.

I'm so ready for Georgia. It's been pretty rough keeping it a secret from the guys, but I did it this time. Six more days until that, then I get to surprise the crap out of them. I'm so ready to see their faces! (:

Conor still has to figure out if she's staying with me for the week. If so, she needs to know by tomorrow morning, because she has to be here tomorrow afternoon. We might be going to Concord on Sunday or something. It depends on what the guys are doing. It'd be fun if we get to go, but if not, we get to break in my apartment even more.

I need to figure out if Sam's coming for Blink 182. I really hope they're not on tour then so he can come down. It's his favorite band, and me. That's a perfect combination. Plus Fall Out Boy, All-American Rejects and Asher Roth. Having him for a few days would be awesome, since I never get to see my best friend.

I'm going out to eat at Outback in like 50 minutes. The day has gone by so slow because I'm starving, but if I eat something, I'll be full at dinner. I already know exactly what I'm getting- quesadilla w/honey mustard dip for an appetizer, and a Bloomin' burger. That's what I get everytime I go, thanks to getting those in MKE last year. They're both so delicious and I love them.

Watch the sun rise.

Countdown: 4 days.

I just packed up my room today, and it was a weird feeling. My closet and dresser are so empty now, it's almost unsettling.

Yesterday, Conor and I left the front door unlocked and left for a few hours. When I came home, I started to freak out, because I kept hearing noises. I needed someone to talk to, so I called my best friend. He talked to me for a few minutes and was like, "Wait, didn't you just see the Proposal and you don't wanna sleep alone tonight?" & I was like, "... yeaaah..." and he goes, "Yeah, Mike and I were creeping your facebook!" Also he tried to make me feel better by saying, "Even if someone were in your house, it wouldn't matter, because you're too ugly- they wouldn't want anything to do with you!" That was such a great pep talk that will end in his death :D

I'm running out of things to say, so I'll end on this note: Toast with cream cheese is an amazing invention, and the first person that ever did it deserves a hug (:

Maybe we should move in together.

Work was rad. I also got paid vacation time, so I'll have a fat check next Friday.

Last night was crazyyyy. Conor and I had nothing to do, so we drove to Columbia to see ASGR's show. We were gonna come home, but I was too tired, so we stayed with the guys. We didn't get to the house until 4:30am, and the guys didn't get there until 5am. I stayed up with Lance until 9, watching movies. It was a lot of fun. I got a total of an hour and a half of sleep, and had to drive all the way home today.

Moving a week from today. Crazy. I'm so nervous.

You're the yellow bird that I've been waiting for...

Of course. Stood up. I knew it would happen. I'm done trying with him again.

October 1. Blink 182. Might be one of the most amazing days ever. Sammie might hopefully fly down and go with me, then spend a few days at my apartment. I really hope that happens.

8 days. A week from tomorrow. I don't think it could come any slower *knocks on wood*.

August 19th. Everything is set. Britany, Conor, and I are so going. Marietta, Georgia. Four hour drive. One night. Three girls. Seven guys. Two hotel rooms. Plenty of memories. The usual craziness of the extended family. The best part is only 2 out of the 7 know about it- Clay and Brandon. I love my life a lot.

I have to be up in 6 hours. Fuck tax free weekend and me not thinking about having the day off WITH paid vacation time :/

Save my life.

Nine days. Down to single digits.

I guess I have a little date wish Zac tonight. We're planning on going to see The Ugly Truth and going out to dinner. It should be a lot of fun. Being with him is always fun.

The next few days will be interesting. No parents as of Friday.

I can't think straight right now. I'm too tired.

I can't go on without you.

Forgetting's hard when you're the only one who makes things easy. You make things easy. You're the only one that eases me.