Everybody wants to love,

everybody wants to be loved.

Life isn't very exciting. I've got the most amazing boyfriend ever. I miss him more and more everyday. Four days after I get home for summer, he starts school in Greenville, so I won't get much of him. I really want... no, I NEED to get into ECU. If I do, life would be a thousand times more amazing.

My friends rule. The... handful I have of them. I like it like that though. Drama free is the way to be. I'm trying to stay out of any drama, or as much as possible. Even if I act distant from everyone, I don't mean to be. It's just my way of staying out of stuff as well as focusing on school.

Only 78 days (including breaks and weekends) until classes are DONE and I can go home. I need to figure out what I'm doing schoolwise for the summer. I mean, I guess I'm taking some UNCW classes or something to transfer to either ECU or UNCG, depending on where I am in the fall.

I don't know, I just felt the need to update. There really isn't much to talk about though. And the stuff that there is, I'd rather not post all over the internet for everyone and their moms to see. I'm done.

Take me river, carry me far.

Lately, I've felt so distant from almost everything and everyone. I just feel like I need me time to straighten my life out, though there's not much to straighten out. I don't know. I'm half asleep while writing this. I still haven't had my time of the month since November, and even though I've taken a test, I still feel like something isn't right. I need to figure shit out.