I made a new blog,

but don't think you'll get to read it. It's my daily ranting about people/things in my life that I don't feel comfortable confiding in someone, because once you confide in one person, they tell one person who tells one person who tells one person, thus destroying this idea of confidence in the original person. No one will be able to read this other blog, so don't bother. I just need to get stuff off my chest and into some physical form.

I came here with nothing,

but I left with everything.

The days are winding down. Exactly a month from tomorrow until my last final. That's finally starting to hit me and stress me out. I didn't get into ECU, because I have a 2.3/2.4 and you need a 2.5 to get in, but they said to send my transcripts back after the semester is over and they'll reevaluate my stuff.

I'm ready for summer. I'm ready to be home. I'm ready to relax, and take a class at UNCW, and go on vacation to Florida. I want to go back to Chicago.

I'm really in a downer mood. I have been all afternoon/evening. I'm never like this anymore, but something about tonight...

I'm up my boyfriend's ass all the time and honestly I like it that way. I don't have to worry about drama or stupid stuff going on. We never fight. We have disagreements, but who doesn't? That's healthy! I don't know. I don't stress or get in a bad mood when I'm around him. I'm happiest around him. Everything just feels right.